out of track and get back on track

My diet has been controlling my life style for weeks and today I choose to eat nasi lamek. The sotong sambal was great. I eat until the last grain of rice and even had the urge to lick the wrapping. I can't imagine how much calorie I have put in. Should I regret or should tell myself that it is a treat for being such a good girl, (EHMMMM. lady).

Anyways what else is happening in my life. just the same old routine. As the saying goes, Same shit on different days. However, I am trying to reach to a place where small things will not effect me. There are bigger things I could do and change. Right now the most important thing for me is to look after my loved ones. If everyone could look after the people around them, the world wold not be such a horrible place.

What to do if I have a wish and to reach the the destination is so difficult. What should I do if I run out of energy and knew my efforts might one day be wasted? Should I continue with this dream? I know it is worth the time and energy and if I failed I know I failed trying. :'---(

Blog

Had I known that maintaining a blog was such a difficult job, I would not have created one. This is supposed to be fun. I don't see any fun in this. issues you want to write are better not written. You don't want tot rock the boat and privacy should be maintained at all times. Life is too misertable and too short to write about small issues that had happened and I woun't make small issues as big issues. better keep it samll and not talk about it.

No comment necessary, from a very grumpy, forever young women

What can I say?

The Flu

Just heard from the radio while I was driving that people are advised to avoid crowded places. Those taking public transport, please wear mask. So far in Malaysia there is no fatality and there are many cured from the flu, but never underestimate the situation. It is better to be safe than sorry. Look after yourself to protect those around You.

Secret Recipe

What is your favourite secret recipe cake? For me moist chocolate cake is the best. The rich taste of chocolate, melting in the mouth HMMMMM. You must be wondering why am I talking about cakes. i have a birthday function to attend to tonight and my only wish is to yhave a nice piece of moist chocolate cake. Since secret reipe has a range of healthy cakes, I believe an additional Rm could give a sugar free moist chocolate cake. Yum Yum Yum.